I probably have to start using my own images before somebody throws the copyright infringement on me. All done in complete innocence, I testify. Nevertheless, today I felt like writing about music. For that, we'd have to take a trip down memory lane. Was the summer of '17. I'd pop on my headphones, listening to music on Spotify, as I enjoyed the serenity of Singapore's quiet roads. Those were the best days of my life. Though I was breaking my head over what to do with this massive commitment staring down my rather empty brain. * shudders *. Music was a means of escape. I'd go to the gym, take a long, refreshing bath and pop on my headphones. Such pain my ears have been subjected to. When summer was about to come to an end, I had but one thing to request. Wake me up when September ends. I'm very specific about capitalising. The internet is a mean and dark place filled with critics. I'm not taking my chances. On a lighter note, fast-forward to winter, and there I was. Déjà vu. There I was, on my laptop plus headphones combination, blogging about my experiences with multi-faced demon that most of us refer to as "life". Looking back at those times, I noticed a subtle influence of music. My blogging style was subjected to the kind of music I was listening to. It was mostly 80s rock but I could look at my own writing from various angles when a new song fired through those bass heavy headphones. I love the bass. A good bass sound check is essential to every headphones/ earphones I have ever owned. I'm a man of culture as well. Why is it that every time I write something, I feel like I'm deviating from what I set out to write about. It starts out with a point, then gets a little pumped up, then there are some subtle references (find them if you haven't yet), and then there's the quick, smooth solo of a finish. Must be the work of Guns N' Roses!
I've always wanted to write about decisions. It is a topic I've always found funny yet something I have never really understood. To set things straight, I am of the opinion that decisions is what makes us "us" and not anybody else. The immediate consequence is almost always regret. What intrigues me is, is regret a simple hatred of our past, or is it simply a disregard? Understanding that the decision maker was us, I don't get how regret has a role to play in defining who we are. The straight forward path always seems to be the one where we make our decisions and live by them. This is what most self-help books or any inspiring talk would talk about. I disagree. Though I don't really understand regret, I believe it is a necessary evil. It is simply us acknowledging the mistake we've made. This is truly the first step to growth. We're often given choices to make, from whether to snooze or wake up to whether we should save or spend. Like in vid...
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